It’s not that..I haven’t accepted it yet..I know it’s happening..I just..

I’m just..numb to it. Like it hasn’t completely HIT me yet. (And I know..that’s a bad thing..)

It’s happening but I know my mind hasn’t fully grasped everything that’s going on.

I know that w/time..I’ll come to terms w/it..but it’s just difficult to come to the realization.