It’s not that..I haven’t accepted it yet..I know it’s happening..I just..

I’m just..numb to it. Like it hasn’t completely HIT me yet. (And I know..that’s a bad thing..)

It’s happening but I know my mind hasn’t fully grasped everything that’s going on.

I know that w/time..I’ll come to terms w/it..but it’s just difficult to come to the realization.

“Would I be out of line..if I said..’I miss you’…?”

One has a hard time sleeping knowing that his significant other is 2,500 miles away, also lonely in their bed with nothing but a pillow to cuddle with..especially in a Midwest winter when there’s 2 feet of snow on the ground.

What good is a big bed if you have no one to share or lay down in it with?

“Maybe I should be thankful you’re that way.. I mean.. compared to..”

And sometimes.. the words just don’t come out right..or how I expected them to.

I can’t wait to introduce you to my family =D

2010 was my first official XMas w/a girlfriend in my life but she’s 2500 miles away. Missing my baby TONS this Holiday! =(

I just let you down..you’ve done everything to make me smile I didn’t travel 2500 miles to see you frown..

“Everybody wants to be in a relationship like ours.. and we’re not even in one yet..”